Monday, December 30, 2002

Did a few stuff that I had wanted to do, been delaying it for a long time. Quite drastic though one of the changes, most people would disapprove but my friend and a cousin of mine seems ok with it. Erm, my room now in a better condition, got myself to clean the bloody place.. Things organize and I'm off for a good new year..
Well folks, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Sunday, December 29, 2002

Bored... not that I've got nothing to do, it's just that I'm going mental on some stuff happening to me. Lots of assignments to be done but none started... In such condition for weeks now, euphoric for one short moment and depressed for the most of time. What the hell is wrong with me? Most of the time now I spend myself in bed, lying there, staring at the ceiling, unable to get out. It's like my body just won't move. At times when I do get out, I'll be dumbstruck, lost, don't know what I should be doing. Even now I'm still feeling lost, my head unsure of the reality around me. But whenever someone asked how am I doing, the same answer will come out, ' I'm fine, it's just work getting on my nerves. ' Yeah, right what work? I've not touch any books nor assignments since Raya...
So much for new resolution for the new semester...

Friday, November 22, 2002

Found this on my Seniors post it note:

A moment on the lips,
A lifetime on the hips...


Something to think about eh... Had a very good conversation with Jaz last 2 nights, the fella really can make me laugh with his story. One story was about the sex taboo among the chinese especially in the older generation, back then when a child asked where he come from the answer they'll get was he was picked from the dumps. Now, the people have advanced and more educated, when a child asked where he came from he would get a better answer. The supermarket.

Monday, November 04, 2002

It's pretty slow today, still in the holiday mood where I can sleep and sleep and more sleep. Finally after 2 and a half years in UKM and another semester to go, I took the initiative to visit the law faculty. Most of us describe the location is at the end of the world, where the only companionship the law students would be getting is from the monkeys and those of the same species. Heck, it live up to its description. I'm not sure what have they been thinking when the build the faculty way up on some isolated hill. No wonder law students start acting weird when they're around monkeys, years of being together must have made them somewhat alike...

Am not able to get my result, apparently I still owed UKM RM100, caused by me shifting from one college to another. Settled that, hopefully will be getting last semester result asap. Better do the mourning earlier before the semester starts. Shit...

Got 2 Cds from my friend, one a classic by Rage and another by our on local band, Monkey something... but their music is good. Doing my experiments today, slow, but heck, it's better than doing nothing.

Thursday, October 31, 2002

Yet again I'm being put in the waiting game, this morning I came in the lab just to find out there was supposed to be some kind of gotong royong. Guess what, cancelled. Waste of time... couldn't the fella set the date before hand instead of just popping one thing after another. The higher they learn the lesser their common sense became. Enough about that, like what the infamous guy said, you have to get the shit first before the flower blooms.

Last night slept very late, still missing... Tough ride but at least there's moments I can always cherish. Yeah, Happy Weekending & Happy Deepavali!!!! To UKMers enjoy the holidays while it lasts....
I wonder why the higher ones education or status, the higher their tendency to become some snobbish bastard. Why can't they just be nice like the Uncle that repaired my room door, be polite like the Cik Sah at the college counter and be friendly like Aunty Moon, the cleaner lady in our faculty. I wonder why can't some people just say 'Sorry, I'm busy' or 'Please don't even bother to see me' instead of letting you wait the whole day and then saying 'I have important stuff to do' right up to your face. Where the hell do this people put their conscience, up in their arse?

Thank you to the people at Burhans office for still upholding the values that those arses claimed to have. Thank you for letting my day ends well.

Wednesday, October 30, 2002

Couldn't sleep last night, something was on my mind... nothing much but it won't go away. Drifted to sleep in the wee hours. Woke up, went to the faculty to see the prof supposedly in charge in the bioinformatics program, don't seem to get much info out of him. He only smiled and went on doing his work.
At 9 am accompanied Dr. Rohaida, one of the lecturers that will actually listen to the students, unlike some who goes on preaching about how to become a good student and how understanding they are, shit heads. I like her ways, at least she treated me as a human being not some freak or monstrosity of nature. Went to UKM biosciences collocium, comments, it does not deserve to be called a collocium. The participants presented their studies and then the went down. No questions asked, so much for being university students and lecturers, some of the lecturers had even preached on broadening the knowlegde from other field even though you know nothing about it. Hypocrites...
11 am, realised I lost my room key and the lab key, went on bactracking, it was a lost cause. Defeated I went to the college office, paid RM 10 and will be getting the new set of keys this evening. Feeling very tired, don't know untill when will I'll be able to stand all this crap.
Flop Poppy poppying my ears
At the moment my ears kind of stuck to the headphone. Flop poppy songs going through my ears as I am typing this. Current Fav track 'Aku dan Kamu' & 'Janji'. Cinta is nice but maybe it'll sound better after I recover from my recent relationship. Some says they sounded like Indon act but after listening to the whole album over and over again, I'll say, they have their own Malaysian sound. Further comments? Well get their album it's worth the price, you'll love most of the songs in the CD and its cheap, only RM29.90(Promo Free!!!!). At least they're better off than those boy band wannabe out there.....

Monday, October 28, 2002

OK, dunno what to say my fren just tossed a RM 9k wage job out of the window..... I was like, what da heck!!! Mak ai... tak tau nak cakap aper....
Good God, really... the thing was 9K.... erk... his decision... damn... when will I have such job of offer....